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Apart From Darkness

by Andy Holmes

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letting go of all the waste inside oh tonight these demons are just my type for a change i feel alright faced with the noise i cannot describe little bits of you left in my sight have made a grave for me to lie i failed as a lover i wasn't worth a shit i lost my head in all of this
2.
No Pain 03:46
it's a lonely song from an empty hotel and i want it to rain that's enough for now you can stop coming down i feel no pain there was a time when i could see outside now i'm ready for this distance to grow and tell the beast in me to finally set you free for how long i don't know i fear the water running out never close enough to drown all leaving in shame but you can sleep this off or take a walk to the bar i've been here all day
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Alice 05:11
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Flew South 02:28
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please don't be gone very long darling you know i want you here with me I've been patient as the dawn and that i will continue to be if you come back with blood on your hands you do not need to explain just remember that you are the one to cause your own pain so you tell me you aint coming home i'll wait around and pretend to lock the door and continue to breathe the air of a ghost like you needed this more can't you tell you're putting me through hell it's an empty to place to be you can always tell me what went wrong and wipe your hands clean from the other side hey you just might see what i see don't act a bit surprised when i tell you that i've got to leave tomorrow's bed will be made covered in sheets that are stirring with lies and you can't just sleep them away i see them living under your eyes finding a balance with what i believe and the words in your song you had no right to question me when did i ever do you wrong from the other side hey you just might see what i see don't act a bit surprised when i tell you that i've got to leave you've taken everything out of me... walking into that sound i counted every step you took, i did you were so pleased to leave the ground that you forget which way to look and hid take it out on me i'm the one who fell and let your hand slip no my love, that wouldn't be right you're the reason i exist no my love... you're the reason that i quit
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Grace 05:11
all around you a light that shines and hollow tones disappear morning reflects her silhouette my hollow bones draw near but love, this is me... though might see someone else who's far beneath waves of pain that washed me away angel, i'm still here now you wait for the day when this will pull you away a stone is bound to bring you down all clear skies fill with fear tonight this storm passes only with time but all that i see is you dancing with me in darkness there's no one around grace in my veins as i call out your name angel, where are you now? please keep on trying
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Cardinal 05:09
through every tortured morning you will start to feel relief have a coffee, play some records let the grief within you leave there are windows you must open even though the sun is gone there is laughter that will find you just as she has found her own it's not in you anymore you cannot speak to anyone no one knows your name and there's a fire within you burning but you can barely fight the flames if it's love you are after you feel that thorn in your side begging to be apart from darkness or in your hands to watch it die it's not in you anymore so let the world have it's way and you must learn to let her go it's very hard to understand now someday you may know don't put down your hands and don't say no i can't don't forget each tortured morning eventually will let you dance it's not in you anymore

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Originally released in March, 2016, under the moniker Burdened Hand.

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released January 22, 2020

- All music and lyrics written, recorded, and performed by Andy Holmes.

- Mixed by Colin Pate and Andy Holmes at Agave Recording Company in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania.

- Mastered by Nicholas T. Petersen at Track and Field Recording in Durham, North Carolina.

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Andy Holmes Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

"Full of wordy poetry and haunting atmospherics that recall indie storytellers like Conor Oberst and Sufjan Stevens, Andy Holmes' late-night folk music is rich with existential observations about everything from panic attacks, to the loneliness of city life." -IndyWeek


Andy Holmes is a singer-songwriter and multi-instrumentalist living in Philadelphia, PA.
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